When I read Britnee’s Testimony, I was amazed by how much the Lord had been chasing after her in love for her entire life.
Do you know you have been loved for your entire life? God wants you in his arms, and he is working in your life right now.
Guest post by Britnee Heron
Growing up I had a pretty normal childhood from what I remember, until I was 8 years old. I was sexually molested for several months. Thankfully I have blocked out the actual attacks, but it affected me for years. I was defiant, trusted no one, and I stayed depressed constantly. One day when I was 18 years old, something stirred in my heart.
Until this day I had not spoken to the person who had molested me. I called him and I told him that I forgave him for what he did. He didn’t say much, but what could he have said? I told him to have a good day, and that I loved him, then I hung up.
I was a different person after that phone call but I never stopped to think about what stirred in me and changed me.
We then found Christian Life Church, and it changed our lives.
We felt at home instantly and hearing our Pastor speak was so comforting, and it still is today. He brings the book to life. I got involved with their Journey Discipleship Experience and wow… I thought life had meaning before. The girls in the group, and the many lessons we covered, have made a huge impact in my life.
I was determined to turn my life from one full of disobedience and sin, to one dedicated to please God. As a step of devotion, my husband and I got baptized on August 16, 2015.
We went to a Christian retreat held by my church on August 21, 2015. I was a tad skeptical that I would gain anything from the weekend but oh boy I WAS SO WRONG! The second day, we were in the middle of our lessons and at that time we were talking about forgiveness.
I zoned out and I heard the Lord speak for the first time in my life.
He said ” My child, don’t you see what I have done in your heart? I softened your heart and gave you the ability to move on with your life. Tell your story and be proud.”
So I listened even though I was TERRIFIED, because I had never spoken in front of a crowd! My heart was racing and I felt like I had a fire in my chest. I interrupted a woman who was speaking and apologized, but I had something I needed to share. First I grabbed a handful of tissues and the waterworks started!
I thought I could share my story and be strong through it all. (Oh my that was so far from what happened.) I managed to tell my story but I did it through the tears.
They were happy tears because until I heard the Lord speak to me, I had never realized he is what changed me all those years ago.
He loved me when I had no desire to know him. He has been there for me every step of the way, I just never gave him the praise and devotion he deserved in return.
I was in shock that I managed to mutter any words that you could understand because I was overwhelmed with emotions.
The Lord and his constant love and acceptance has made me a new person. I am now a proud follower of the Lord and I spread his glorious word as often as the opportunity arises. His word can change your mood so quickly with his understanding and unshakable love!
He has changed my entire life, and I will follow him until I am called home.